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On Akbayan and LP

Posted by: Paula Bianca Lapuz on: August 19, 2009

Since Akbayan’s formal endorsement of the Liberal Party’s official presidential candidate in 2010, friends from close networks and allies have been asking me the ultimate question: WHY? First, I am not in the right position to give any official statement regarding this matter, and for all its worth, I think Akbayan has already premised on it its decision.

But let me give you my 2 cents on this. I have not denied that starting a few months ago, I have seen some of my friends taking clear political sides towards the 2010 elections. And a lot of people have been asking me what my decision will be. Does the decision of Akbayan reflect, to a large extent, the political decision of its ordinary members? Would ordinary members, like me, for example, will be a de facto supporter of Mar Roxas? If you are to ask me, a political party in its very nature should be able to influence if not to direct its party members’ decisions, especially when political parties engage in strategic alliances. But inner party democracy also dictates that the party should also respect the individual choices of its members especially in terms of the latter’s right to suffrage. And I believe that Akbayan, still is a democratic party.

“Why?” they ask. Has Akbayan forgotten that LP is a traditional political party; that Mar is from the privileged class; that like many other candidates, his platform, at this moment is centred on conventional reforms around the status quo? Has Akbayan forgotten that it is a social democratic party, at the very least, if not, a socialist group? I do not want this to appear like I am defending an extremely erroneous party decision, as I have told a friend. Because, again, I am not in the position to do so, and if I may register, I have complete and solid confidence in our party’s leadership. But does this mean that Akbayan will compromise its principles as a democratic left party? Do we for example, as part of the party’s youth wing concede to minimal reforms in the education system? Are we abandoning our foremost struggle for quality, relevant and accessible education for all, with no exceptions, for say, band aid solutions, as usual? I say no, a resolute no. To be very blunt about it, one will not find Akbayan and LP in the same position in the political spectrum. Add to that, Senator Mar, for example has agreed to pass JPEPA, whereas Akbayan, has voted, campaigned in the streets even, against it. Or what about equitable wealth redistribution? Will LP support this? How do we reconcile these things? If Akbayan and LP have found themselves disagreeing on certain issues, they have also found themselves rallying together in the passage of certain policies like the Cheaper Medicines Law, etc.

I think that neither LP nor Akbayan has never thought of reconciling these varied contradicting points. I think that there is no illusion that this is a marriage of sorts. I believe that both parties, entered this strategic alliance in good faith and that both are aware that somewhere along this ever winding road, they will part ways on several accounts, where principles and basic political beliefs will be compromised.

But we are confronted with one truth at this moment; we all want Risa Hontiveros and Akbayan to win in 2010. If Senator Mar, is everyone’s bet in the 2010 presidential race, is another story, if LP will help in making Risa win, probably, thus Akbayan’s decision perhaps, among its many other reasons. I personally believe that Senator Mar has a long way to go and that there will be long discourses on which policies/points he needs to include in his platform. And I believe that Akbayan has a bigger stake in this process now, more than ever. Meet where we can, make positions where we can’t.

Furthermore, I wish to emphasize and reiterate that Akbayan’s decision (this I’m sure of), does not mean that it thinks less of other reform-minded people like Gov. Padaca, Nick Perlas, Among Ed, Brother Ed, etc. I for one, have nothing but respect for these admirable people. In the same manner, that I respect Senator Mar, and other clean and honest 2010 aspirants. And I will take Akbayan’s decision for what it is, a clear strategic political choice.

I take comfort in knowing the fact that when Akbayan wins in 2010, each Filipino will also win.

Kudos to Akbayan! For transformative politics! For real and participatory democracy!

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President Cory and EDSA Dreams

Posted by: Paula Bianca Lapuz on: August 4, 2009

I was reading a comrade’s blog entry on Pres. Cory’s death just now. I must confess, it hit me right then and there. I went to the necrological service this afternoon, really, when I saw the people outside, I was thinking, “all these people lining up for a person whom perhaps they have never even met, not even once in their whole lifetime?” The entire buzz about Tita Cory’s magic wasn’t so clear to me not until a few hours back.

I was barely a human being when EDSA 1 happened, yet, I am proud to say now that I am a Filipino, that like Pres. Aquino, I thank God, that I was born in this country.

But despite this, I am very hesitant to romanticize EDSA People Power (and I shouldn’t), especially when some political animals have so conveniently used this phenomenon for self-serving interests in EDSA 2. Some would even say that GMA, then, was never part of the plan, at least for some of those who participated in the protest action.  And indeed, it is ironic and disgustful, how these dreaded political players would annually celebrate their conspiracy to claim power. Unfortunately, some of the good people who took part in EDSA 1 also took part in EDSA 2, which they are all very sorry about.

When I got home this evening, my dad told me “ Sayang ang EDSA, hindi na ‘yan mauulit ulit.” And I can’t help but agree. Not like many of the people in the necrological service, I was not privy to Pres. Aquino’s personal thoughts on a lot of things. And I can’t help but wonder what it would be like if I was given the chance to ask her all the questions that are bugging me now.

I would, for instance, agree that Pres. Aquino was, is, and ever will be tied to her social class and to all the political misgivings that come along with it. However, when I saw one of her interviews on tv yesterday, I could not help but begin to see why so many people respected her. She said that on one occasion, while doing a sortie in a town (can’t recall where), she overheard people saying,” ay yun nanaman yellow na damit ang suot niya.” And Pres. Cory said that she wasn’t really affected, because she really intended to wear that dress again, because she was not a president of a rich country. I don’t know, perhaps because either, to a certain extent, she felt that it is but right to lead her people by example by being simple and frugal, or perhaps just because she felt that it was but right to make her people feel that she is one with their sufferings. Or perhaps, some would even say that that is so superficial. But I truly feel, it’s between the first two reasons.

As I began to admire what a humble and pleasant person she was, I also began asking myself, was it really true that she had done all the best that she could for the country when she stepped down from her post in 1992? This is the same question that I perhaps will always ask to those who were part of EDSA 1, did you really do your best, all that you could for the nation then? If so, why are we still in the same predicament now? The problems that confront the Filipino youth today are the same old problems that the young people of the 80’s and 90 have faced. Why? I ask myself.

I believe, again, that Pres. Cory was not a messiah, if only to prove that, any person could only do so much. She was, and I agree with Kuya Emman, the representation of our people’s long journey to freedom. For all it’s worth, she could have just fled to America, which served as her family’s haven from the Marcoses, rather than walk with our people in the streets and lead the protests. I admire her resolute stance against the dictatorship. I admire her quiet resilience. This was a woman who did not wish to be placed in the middle of all of this political mess, but who took the challenge nonetheless, and sacrificed her private life, henceforth.

While it is also true, the Pres. Cory could have done more as a president, in the issues of agrarian reform debt servicing, etc. I believe that our people should be more involved in these issues now, more than ever. The reason why I think 2010 is important is precisely because this is, once more, a chance for our people to truly elect a person, who like Pres. Cory, will not be perfect, who may not exactly do all the bidding of the people, who may time and again make difficult decisions based on their personal/class upbringing , but who in other respects, will be a President whom the people can identify with, a President  who will not squander the people’s money, someone who will not be afraid to face inquiries on government transactions, someone who will be able to answer all issues squarely, with sincerity, without the angst or the big ego.

Pres. Cory apologized to Pres. Estrada few years after the former supported the current administration in EDSA 2. Pres. Cory said that it was a big mistake. While I salute her humility, I also can’t help but think “do older people really do things that they can later on take back with just a single apology?” Are we really painting our history with shades we can erase? Well, again, I still have to give it to Pres. Cory, admitting that EDSA 2 was a mistake, was probably the biggest statement that I‘ve heard from a political leader in my lifetime. And of course, Pres. Cory was not the only one to take back their support from GMA since then. I just hope that our political leaders would be more critical now, especially with the emergence of new faces in politics. I hope that we won’t need another EDSA revolution to oust another President.

I would not say that I am totally jaded or that I do not value the ideals of EDSA 1. Because like what most people would say now, I think EDSA was our way to redeem ourselves as a nation, as a people, it was our glorious moment.

I just feel a little discomfited. I do not understand why people are going out in the streets only now, when a democratic icon was laid to rest. If Pres. Cory was to say something now, what would it be? Will she wish for all these people to take more active roles in shaping this nation? If so, I hope that all these people will not be wasted after Pres. Cory’ burial. I hope that when this is over, “hindi lang parang nag-reunion ang mga nakakamiss sa EDSA 1, o hindi lang parang naki-isa lang ang mga kabataan sa romanticized notion ng EDSA 1, sana hindi lang siya matapos sa pag-gunita sa ‘glorious moment na iyon’, sana hindi matapos sa pgahimlay ng isang Pres. Aquino.” I sincerely hope that all Filipinos would claim their stake in building this society, if only to prove to Pres. Cory, that her sacrifices have not gone in vain.

Lastly, I salute Pres. Cory’s faith. She definitely had her share of trials, but it is with no doubt that she surpassed everything with much trust in God. The feeling of powerlessness when one is forced to resolve inevitable predicaments can be excruciating. But her apparent close relationship with the Father definitely played a big part not only in her life as a Christian, but to our life as a people.

The spirit of the 1986 EDSA revolution will NEVER fade, and so will the memory of Pres. Aquino and the myriad of nameless faces whose lives were sacrificed at the altar of democracy and social justice. Let us not, as a people, forget why we fought for our freedom, why we resisted tyranny, why we despised the very idea of “politics as usual.” Let us thread a better path for future generations, and we need to begin now.

The Ten Nicest Things in the World

Posted by: Paula Bianca Lapuz on: April 9, 2009

I am fond of watching romantic comedy flicks such as Made of Honor, and the like, sometimes even John Lloyd movies (omg, I can imagine your eyes rolling in front of your screen, haha) Yeah, I am not all that “GD” you know. I still appreciate Hugh Grant, and all that cutie guy flicks.

And even if it’s still several months away from  Christmas, I already watch Christmas films  (the classic films are nice) when I feel so bored and down and lifeless. Well, I guess I just love all things that make life sweeter and happier. I love Christmas, everything about it. :)

There’s something about these things that make me feel better. These are “feel good” stuffs. And it is always sweet to revisit the ideals of love and life every now then most especially if you are surrounded with so much pressure. There dozens of things that I do when I’m tired. I came up with this “happy list” to help me get through a very difficult day. See if it can also be fun for you.

1. Eat ice cream (I recommend DQ’s Cashew Caramel Blizzard or Selecta’s Coffee Crumble).

2. Eat your favorite meal (in my case, it’s lasagna with pizza, goodie).

3. Listen to your “feel good songs” (mine will be the likes of “Lucky” by Jason Mraz and Colbie Coliat, etc.).

4. Watch a good flick in the MOVIE house, get out of your house (come on, when was the last time you watched a good film?) You can even invite your friends, and do that entire social thing.

5. Have your nails done!!! It’s always nice to see uber posh nails.

6. Shop! Not that I am promoting consumerism but go get that nice dress or shoes, you deserve it! I swear!

7. Chat with a friend over coffee. I miss those moments.

8. If you don’t wanna go out or anything like that, you can just sleep all day, oh that’s rewarding!

9. Pray. Well, I guess not everyone does this lately, but nothing beats prayers, for what it’s worth, just let go of all the negative things.

10. Love. Laugh. Learn. Unlearn. Cry. Shout. Kiss. Smile. Live.

So there you go, I hope this actually made sense. :)

Minsan-Minsan Lang

Posted by: Paula Bianca Lapuz on: March 25, 2009

Minsan nakakalugkot kumilos, yung tipong pakiramdam mo talo ka na pero kailangan mong kumilos. Minsan marami kang dapat isipin, tipong di mo na alam alin ang uunahin. Minsan marami kang di pwede i-reconcile na mga bagay, pero kailangan mo pa ring tugunan. Minsan akala mo nasaid na ideyalismo mo, pero hindi pa pala. Minsan akala mo suko ka na, pero pag gising mo, sasabak ka nanaman. Minsan yung mga taong inaasahan mo ay biglang mawawala, pero hindi naman ibig sabihin na ayaw na rin nila makasama ka, baka lang napagod sila. Pero tingin ko pag namulat ka na sa mga sakit at problema ng lipunan, hindi mo na talaga kayang tumalikod at sabihing “ok lang yan.” Minsan iniisip mo na sobra na ang binibigay mo sa ibang tao, tapos minsan ikaw pa din ang masama, minsan nakaka-walang gana. Pero hindi mo na ginagawa lahat ng ginagawa mo kasi yun ang ang makakapagpsaya sa iba, o yun ang pinapaniwalaan nila. Minsan nakakalimot tayo na kaya tayo kumikilos kasi naniniwala tayo sa tunay na pagbabago, sa pangarap na lipunan. Hindi tayo nananatili at kumukilos dahil “pleasant” ang mga nakakasama natin. Pwedeng hindi ko gusto ang isang tao, pero hindi iyon magiging dahilan ng pagtalikod ko sa mga dapat gawin.

Minsan hindi ka talaga maiintindihan ng iba. Minsan mamimiss mo talaga ang mga kasama na hindi mo na masyadong nakikita. Pero minsan, sa bawat minsan na mag-iisa ka, sa bawat minsan na pakiramdam mo ayaw mo na, pikit ka lang tas isipin mo na sa bawat minsan na yan, may mga maliliit na tagumpay na pwede mo pang panghugutan ng lakas, yung maliliit na tagumpay na sama-sama ninyong ginuhit sa kasaysayan. Hindi iyon mananakaw o madudungisan ng kahit sino, doon kaya mo maging malakas.

Minsan simple lang naman lahat, huwag mong masyadong gawin kumplikado. minsan masaya na sa bawat unos, kaya mo mo pa rin tumingala sa langit at damhin yung bawat patak ng ulan. Puno ako ngayon ng pag-asa, baka bukas iba nanaman ang pakiramdam ko. Ang importante hindi habang-buhay ang kalungkutan, basta sulong lang, kasi wala ibang daan kundi pasulong sa hinaharap.

Super Proxy

Posted by: Paula Bianca Lapuz on: March 7, 2009

I am not a big fan of rap music. I am not a big fan of too many OPM artists. But there are a few people in the local music industry that I think deserve to be praised, in myriad ways. One of them is Francis Magalona.

My mom is fond of watching Eat Bulaga. I grew up watching this noontime show with her. When I heard last year that Francis M. was diagnosed with cancer, I found it hard to believe. There were just too many evil people in the world, why this man? He was a good artist, for all it’s worth. He was a music icon.

Yesterday, I just learned that Kiko passed away. It’s just terribly sad to know that our world has yet lost one of its few good men. I do not know Francis M. personally, of course. But his life, his work, tells so much of his profound character. I have never shed a tear for anyone whom I personally do not know, but there’s something about Kiko that moved me to tears. He was not a revolutionary. He was not political. But he changed and influenced so many lives. He paved the way for many other artists in his field. He was well-respected.

No matter what our color or belief maybe, I think Kiko made a good point, “tayong lahat ay Pilipino.”

He was a pride of our race. He was such an inspiration. If each one of us would have the same passion and love for our country, for our fellow men, everything would definitely be so much better.

One Love.

Francis Magalona, you’ll be sorely missed.


“…the nostalgia for overthrown dictators is spreading” — I really don’t know how valid this statement is. But all the more should we concentrate on building a real reform constituency vis-a-vis serious party building (for progressive/pro-active political parties–haha, let’s weed out unscrupulous electoral parties). It is indeed a shame that after emerging from an autocratic rule, Philippine democracy has only perpetuated traditional/elite politics.

I believe that we have to rethink our concept of democracy, insomuch as my political leanings are concerned, most of the political motivations of our leaders/political groups are not exactly democratic, well, at a certain point, everybody is talking about social equity, etc. but I haven’t really heard/seen leaders/groups talk about serious empowerment of the masses/marginalized sectors except of course for my political party (so pardon my biases). There is always a hidden agenda, and it seems that electoral engagement is merely seen as a step towards achieving certain “personal” political ends, whether be it considered as a palatable political exercise while certain groups are still waiting for the “over-protracted peoples’ war” or whether be it a tool to maintain the existing political/economic hegemony. In the international arena, I would even go as far as thinking that MDG’s were only placed there to at least make the civil society believe that there is still a mitigating force such as UN which can actually push for greater social equity within, between and among nations. At the regional level, it will be very interesting to see how ASEAN will respond to the apparent political/democratic relapse in its member countries. The ASEAN Peoples’ Forum in February is indeed one event to look forward to.

Aside from Maldives, one notable democratic development in Asia, particularly in the south east, is the successful peace process in Aceh, Indonesia in 2005. After decades of separatist insurgency problem in the province of Aceh, the Indonesian government was able to get Free Aceh Movement (GAM) to sign a peace accord with the government which has, among other things, started a new political process in the area. We have to remember that Indonesia also came from Suharto’s authoritarian regime. To say that the Asian people might tire of “the notion of democracy” perhaps is quite unfounded still, now more than ever that most of the Asian Nations have actually experienced autocratic rule. Democracy does not deter economic/political growth. Contrary to that, it should, above all else, encourage free discourse on the wide array of political ideals, which unfortunately did not flourish over the years in many Asian nations. Sound national policies will determine a country’s socio-economic development, and this, I daresay, should not be a question of whether a certain country is working under a dictatorship or a democracy.

Surely, elections cannot produce immediate changes in the society. Perhaps, we should also review our perceptions of electoral practice. Polls are mechanisms to exact accountability and not a means to save a nation speedily from severe, age-old political/economic blows. In such a way, our electorate must be continuously engaged and informed on their present options. At the same time, creating different venues for political reforms remain to be imperative. It is pointless to preach good governance, conscientious voting, etc. if the civil society, particularly the “politically aware” young people won’t take a pro-active role in pushing for a concrete reform agenda, and if the general public won’t take elections seriously.

Akbayan, for example, has developed and worked on a progressive reform agenda since its inception in 1998. As a political party, so to speak, it has committed itself in reshaping and challenging the current status quo, not by sheer brute force, but by participating seriously in Congress, in the parliament of the streets and in local government politics through its leaders and members. This, I believe, is one reason, why we shouldn’t lose hope. Akbayan leader, Ronald Llamas, would call these baby achievements as “patches of green.”

As a political party and as a social movement, Akbayan has, in many aspects, drawn in all kinds of people from all walks of life. The need to strengthen the peoples’ movement amidst this current political/economic impasse is of utmost significance. How else could we counter the forthcoming challenges?

Democracy plays a crucial role in transforming politics. To quote another Akbayan leader, Joel Rocamora, in describing the party’s role in transforming Philippine politics, he said that “the very formation of Akbayan is a political reform. By forming a new type of political party, Akbayan is contributing directly to transforming our political party system.” I look at Akbayan with much hope, that when all else is seemingly lost, amidst all these debacle, we could, as a people, determine for ourselves where we want to go as a nation.

It could also be assumed that little by little, our people are gaining some level of political maturity; a case in point would be Among Ed’s victory in Pampanga, but the sustainability of this electoral victory is altogether another issue.

Idealism therefore is a must if we are to dream of a better society. Sartre said that there are two ways to fall into idealism: “one consists of dissolving the real in subjectivity; the other in denying all real subjectivity in the interest of objectivity”. However way we may choose to go, we ought to realize that real work for political reforms needs extra dosages of idealism.

I was once told that the Filipino people are not essentially progressive thinkers. What if majority of our people are not that smart in choosing for themselves? How did youth groups come up with their analyses of the youth situation, for instance? If we seek to understand the young people from a very theoretical context, how valid would our observations be? This defeats the concept of praxis. There is no theoretical context if it’s not in a dialectical unity with the concrete context (Freire; 1921) Time and again, political activists could fall into that deceitful notion that they actually comprehend and represent the marginalized sectors. Now, I actually started to think where I was getting my political motivations from. The bottom line is we have to enable people to the extent that they are empowered to choose for themselves what they think is right or wrong. We have to go down to the grass root level, integrate with the people and learn with them, one of the things which I daresay, should be done more frequently not only by Akbayan but by all social workers and progressive leaders. Let us not be so complacent, there’s much to do in these ever changing times.

“To an extent, the lack of trust in elections is a consequence of inadequate political education. For frustrated farmers or construction workers or street vendors, it may be easier to imagine political change through a groundswell of antigovernment rallies rather than through checking one of many underwhelming candidates on a ballot. Asia’s education systems, largely underfunded and over-reliant on rote learning, do little to instruct citizens on the power of franchise or the importance of accountable leadership.”(Beech; 2009)

Lastly, in reference to the previous paragraph, Paulo Freire aptly put it when he said this about adult literacy “Speaking the word is not a true act if it is not at the same time associated with the right of self-expression and world-expression, of creating and re-creating, of deciding and choosing, and ultimately participating in the society’s historical process.”

Hence, Asian democracy might be so messed up; Philippine democracy might even prove to be a little worst than what we hoped for. But nobody said that it will be easy. For all we know, there’s still a long way to go. However, if we all do our home works, then perhaps we might see some genuine changes in the not-so-distant future. Who knows?

-bianca

Asia’s Dithering Democracies By Hannah Beech

Political Ideals: Thinking Things Through…

Posted by: Paula Bianca Lapuz on: November 13, 2008

Once or twice, it started there, the learning, the doubts, and the curiosity. As I look back, I think of the years I’ve spent wandering and wondering why I was doing what I was doing. Have I sacrificed a lot? Or have I not sacrificed at all?

Sometimes we choose to live in dreams because we don’t wish to see the things that are beyond our tailored imaginations. I want to believe in fairy tales and happy endings, but now I realized that no matter how we try to escape what is already there; our realities won’t just change, at least not in the way that we want them to or not as fast as we want them to.

I’ve been very exhausted lately. I’m starting to have those down moments again. As I look back on my college days, I can’t help but feel a lil’ depressed. Things would have been better for me, had I chosen the easier path, had I chosen to shut my eyes from reality.

Accepting the fact that I am not contented with how I’ve looked at things and the society in general was a struggle, because I knew from that day forward that I could not choose convenience over principle anymore. For 15 years, I unconsciously shrugged my shoulder over prejudice and injustice. Yes, I was part of the ever reluctant bourgeoisie, and up until now, well, people might still classify me in that category. And I don’t deny it, not that I’m entirely proud of being labeled as such (I hate labels to begin with). But hey, I am not a faithful Marxist as well. I refuse to be confined in a strict dogma. I’d like to believe that I am a free thinker, a free spirit.

Paulo Freire says that there’s an apparent disconnect between intellectuals and the masses. He says that intellectuals philosophize and analyze the society without actually exploring and living the experiences of the masses, thus, disregarding the layers of cultures of the oppressed which could best define their own set of realities.

I don’t see myself transforming into a hard line ideologue. O r perhaps, I’m just not getting there. Why? Hmm. Is this bad? I ask myself that a lot of times. I am certain that I will be in the movement for the longest time, but what I’ll be in it, I still can’t see. All I know is that I am living one day at a time, integrating with as many people as I can, getting to know them, living with them, breathing with them and through that, I am experiencing a lot of things that I can probably only read so much about in books. Of course I do not dispel the value of theoretical discourses which I do not get a lot lately, I am very eager to learn from other people, I am very thankful when I am told that I could still improve on certain things that I do or whatever. I am always like that, eager to hear more. Some people think that I sometimes go overboard and that I’m just practically full of contradictions. But really, I just want to get more out of simple conversations. So what I’m trying to point out is that I still believe in Freire’s praxis.

Organizing students has taught me a lot, from the complexities of consensus building to the intricacies of issue-analysis to the long hours of arduous planning sessions. Students play a unique role in any society, and being immersed in the student movement for almost four years made me realize that there is indeed a “student power.” The university is my haven. It opened my eyes to a lot of things. Not to say that I received the ideal nourishing or challenging education from it, but the university served as my political cradle. Being part of a political organization sharpened my critical thinking (as I would always love to assume). Campus politics has always quickened my pulse. I miss the adrenalin rush, the hell of it. Students, while being a “privileged” sector in the society are also at the same time still part of the “oppressed” class, and they too can identify with and react against social injustices. The student revolutions in history and all the bunch of narratives on student power written by different student activists through time would of course prove this. But students are transient beings. They will not stay in the universities forever. So I had to graduate too.

After college, I was fortunate enough to get a job which I liked. I learned a lot, no doubt. I just feel tired, like anybody would, from time to time. I just hope that I could get back in the game again, ASAP.

Sometimes, I even think that I’m becoming too political, too stiff that I have practically detached myself from the romantic ideals of love and life. I do not want to be a dead man walking. I would just like to think that I had concentrated my passion on other things which are bigger than my personal idiosyncrasies. But nonetheless, I still could not shrug off the feeling of helplessness. I get jaded more often lately. I really wanna go back to studying soon, again. I’m still excited about social change but why can’t things just be simple? :p

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    HEGANG, China – Relatives of victims of a gas blast at a mine in northeastern China scuffled with police and demanded answers from the owners on Monday as state media put the toll from the country's latest mine disaster at 104.
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